Amanda Todd.-New angel in the heaven.

We are all shocked with the torn end of the young canadian Amanda todd that with only 15 years took his life on Wednesday, October 10 after a video uploaded to youtube a month ago for help, help that unfortunately never came.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1BgYGfSzIi0  I have heard from the social networks that have caught the bastard who did get to make that decision and I sincerely hope he rots in jail. It was just a little girl who had a whole life ahead, that this guy started to destroy his life when he was 12. His "friends" if you can call them somehow left alone, was fighting alone for three years until he could no more. No one helped, no one could save her, that makes me think that society increasingly getting worse and that both bullyng bullying, cyber bullying etc have to end once and for all. Thanks to the video of Amanda Todd but with a very bitter end people want to stop this. I want to contribute my little grain of aren supporting teens who have been there tell their stories if many more people end up talking listening.I knew Amanda through facebook but do not talk much she tried to match whenever he could because he was very good girl. October 17 Yesterday was our anniversary, however yesterday when I learned of his tragic death. I never said anything about what was happening because it was connected but I'm just depressed because it was my friend at the end of the day, I never would have let her roll as did those supposed friends with her, I needed and never left it supported alone in the worst moment of his life and I tell you dear readers, and certainly those who know me know that if I had told him she had tried to help her because no young person going through that.I hope we all join together to exterminate the cyber bullying, bullyng etc, which is why I want to tell you a bit odd in my experience.

As a child he suffered bullying. Insulted me, hit me, threw my food away, I removed the word so well for 5 long, painful years, why change schools when I was 9 years, with the best three years of my life. When I turned 12, I went to school, I thought it would be nice to be with older people but I was wrong, my grades worsened the situation was unbearable, my whole world fell apart, nobody helped me, only my parents help me . They were going to hit me, harass me, make me feel the worst in the world. Then came the usual "first boyfriend" We always thought it would be boyfriends, it did not just want sex, I was ready, I never slept with him (I've never slept with a guy I'm not ready even if 19 years have not found the right guy) my mother came to my appointments because they did not trust, that reason was after cutting with because I cheated, insulted me in high school so I broke with my suffering was to older friends cojian me in recess by wrists and feet crawling to the bathroom where I expected, they never do anything to me as a teacher that I have saved me much esteem. Those friends were my friends and I put aside because of him, was creating a rumor that I had slept with, that my mother had left the door of my house open to enter, they had pictures of me and so being mostly a pure and dirty lie. I had to take medical tests to prove it was false and denounce this guy but never came to anything. She did not want to leave the house, I felt alone, had left me like a dog. I depression, panic attacks, anorexia nervous clinical anxiety caused me sometimes calm with treatment. Not everything here just after one year when I was 14 I was diagnosed with a tumor in the ovary people laughed saying I came cartes hopefully I died and more the only good thing is that he disappeared. But still I did not look depressed sense of anything in my life I wanted to die and I tried, nothing worked until one day I opened my eyes, realizing that it was not worth it to be so for people who are worthless. Gradually I came out of that myself bump availing myself being stronger for myself passing people without friends. 

Now I'm here to tell my story, now I have friends that I love very much to those who love and give thanks every day to have found you wanting to help people like me through this. I could not help her because he did not know of her ordeal but I assure you that even though we were far been protected so if someone else wants to tell their experience, share and help others avoid this is the time for someone else to suicide, could because be your sister or brother, your nephew or niece, your cousin or your cousin or yourself. Now Amanda is in a much better place than this, even though we know we'll hear what she can to keep alive in us, that will never be forgotten at least I never will. We have to listen to us loud and clear that we need to help us and save us return the favor to more people doing this a chain. 

To my father that although we often fight I thank you for helping me not to leave me alone.


My other family that I have with my friends who are very large with a huge heart, I love you'd be lost without you are my solid ground, my north star my light on the road. 

These have been our two stories what's yours?.               

 Now my homage to the new Amanda Todd angel from heaven:

I wish you had told your story before you can not help but I told you mine, you were my friend, I take a lot of love and you to me too. I weigh life not getting save but I swear I will do my best to help others not suffer what we've been through. I carry in my soul, in my heart, I feel very proud to have met you because you produced a huge impact on me, those who said they were your friends have left you regret but I want you to know that if we had lived in the same country never in my life had left you alone, I hope you know that you would know that no matter what happened. I miss you.

R.I.P AMANDA TODD 

27/11/1996-10/10/12

The worst betrayals come from people you trust where more

If you ever feel that you have betrayed and hurt you think you're wrong life is passing pain if you have people who really cares, but if it comes from people you trust the pain takes longer to go away because you relied too much on that person and you know betrayed is as to if you felt that the world falls on you, it's normal when you find a lot of new people distrust them, but if those people are worth will do possible to be happy, heal your wounds and never hurt you because you really want we all know that friends come and go but only true will stay with you forever.

Stay Stronger

This section is for all who feel alone or sad:STAY STRONGER
Do not let them play with you demonstrate that you are better than them, do not let them look sad or depressed, continue to forward as if nothing had happened to say "I'm here and you can not with me."Remember that in life all backstabbing receive but we will have tobe smarter and know how to overcome it.In my experience every time I took a stab me not sink still standing but always falls I get up and strong that I also owe it to all my friendsare my family and in spite of the distances are always supporting me, keeping me with feet on the ground here so THANK YOU.